I don't make life difficuilt for people who are just trying to do their job, I wouldn't want people to do that to me, so I won't do that to them and really when it comes down to it - what does it really accomplish? Aggrivation, contempt, hatred and any of the other angry feelings. So it's simple, you ask nicely and give people a chance to think and breath. Mutual respect.
Then there are those pieces of shit that don't give a rats ass about mutual respect, I am focusing on the service side, some don't care if your important order goes through or if your life altering appointment is made or not. These people suck and it pains me to get them in trouble - but that is when you call the manager and complain. I hate doing it.
It's simple, mutual respect will keep you out of trouble.
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Thursday, November 29, 2012
Monday, November 26, 2012
Verbal Inequality
I don't like how people are allowed to behave badly and get away with it. There are safe guards set in place this kind of thing, but only if we breech a certain level of bad, a threshold. So for example, you can pretty much go around and make people as uncomfortable as you want verbally by telling them ugly things, cussing at them, teasing them, but you aren't allowed to physically fight back - you are only allowed to get on their level by yelling back or keep your mouth shut and try to take the high road. I don't agree with this at all, but the only other option is physical violence which usually ends badly for everyone. So like I opened this paragraph with, "People are allowed to behave badly and get away with it."
I hate that, it makes me so angry that it shuts me down when it happens. Unfortunately my programmed response is to start whaling on said person, but since I am no longer 18, I cannot afford to go to jail - not that I have ever been to jail - but I have come close a few times. There is a lot more to lose now. I still don't understand why these sub human pieces of shit are allowed to get away with what they do - but I guess the system is setup so there is the least amount of abrasiveness. It isn't a good system, but less people get hurt in the process I suppose. I don't think the system accounts for grudges, harboring ill will or resentment - and that is a bigger problem in my opinion.
Here is a little story of something that happened to me recently and it both infuriated me and scared me. I had a friend over for dinner, he parked his car in the designated guest parking area. When I walked him back to his car, we saw that the car next to him - which was parked badly - left a two nice pock marks on his door. My friend just got his used car recently - this is not fair. So we called the police and asked what we could do - the popo said we could do nothing. Okay... so my friend decided to write a note for the shmuck who scratched his door. We were very sure it was him because this asshole had scratches up and down his door and the exact spacing between the pock marks matched the exact spacing of this asshole's car door. His note basically said, "Hey buddy, I believe you scratched my door with your driver's side door. Please call me at xxx-xxx-xxxx if you would like to resolve this problem. Thank you. -aldfkjljas".
So we hung out and waited to see if this piece of shit would show up because we saw people were returning to their cars. It was apparent that all of these people were leaving from the same home in my complex. Finally the drunken piece of Cuban shit walks over with his house battered wife and 4 cum stain male children and we tell the piece of shit what happened. He proceeds to tell us in broken Cuban that we are liars and that we are just looking for a pay out. I told him to open his door completely and lo and behold the fucking door matches the pock marks EXACTLY. He then says a bunch on intelligible Cuban and gets into his car. Meanwhile I am going ape shit telling him he hit the car (this was my mistake, I lost my cool) and he should pay for it, but he is just ignoring us. He back's up the car, looks at my friend's car - looks at his plate and says - this is your car? "Yes it is my car", the Cuban fuck then says "Ok Ok Ok... I will keep an eye out...". Before he left we asked him to give back the paper with my friend's phone number on it, he said "No I will hold on to this...", but it was the way he was saying it, as if he was going to do something bad with the information.
As he proceeded to drive off, I yelled out, "FUCK YOU" - mistake number 2 on my part, should have kept my mouth shut, but I was very mad - he then stops the car, jumps out, quickly hobbles over to me and begins to say in a yelling tone (I will omit the caps) "You fucking Americans have no balls, I Spanish, in my country I would KILL you and your friends right now for saying what you said. Fuck you Americans, No balls!" He is saying all this while bumping his chest against mine with his alcohol soaked breath. I kept my mouth shut to not escalate this any further because my only other option was to let him have the first hit on me (he started the fight officer), so I could then beat the shit out of him or stab him with my knife which I always carry. Luckily, his house battered wife came over and pushed him away while he called me several pejorative terms in Spanish - because he thinks I don't speak Spanish.
So this could have ended badly for either one of us. I could have killed him, he could have killed me, we both could have just beat the shit out of each other into a bloody pulp - but none of that happened. The only thing I walked away with from this was - he got away with scratching my friend's car, lying about it, then making a death threat against us.
We called the police - again - and told them what happened. The popo was very reluctant to do anything about this. Wow, thanks police that I fund with my fucking tax payer money. Public servants my ass. We forced them to make a report about it anyhow, gave them the fucking license plate number, make, model of the car - what the Cuban piece of shit looked like.
I hate Macho Man Cubans SO MUCH. This guy must have been a criminal in his country, to say something like he said so easily, what a fucking asshole.
I proceeded to think about how much I wish I could have killed the guy, stick a knife in his fucking throat and watch him bleed to death. Or shoot him at point blank range and watch the gray matter spray around. Unfortunately, his family wouldn't deserve that - they weren't at fault - he was. I would go to jail no matter what - self defense or not - that would fuck my family over too.
However, the same fact remains - he got away with this - unscathed - he is allowed to go around and make death threats - he is allowed to scratch people's cars up at his leisure. Where is the justice here? I am supposed to just take the moral high road because this guy is an asshole. Well, then I am going to continue to hate this person for the rest of my life and I will make life difficult for him if the opportunity permits itself. He made a few mistakes - I know what car he drives, I know what he looks like, I have his plate number.
I can find him if I feel like it.
He had better pray I don't see him again, if I see him again and if approaches me or says anything to me or my friend (he has his number) I am going to call the police and I will make sure he arrested one way or another.
I hate that, it makes me so angry that it shuts me down when it happens. Unfortunately my programmed response is to start whaling on said person, but since I am no longer 18, I cannot afford to go to jail - not that I have ever been to jail - but I have come close a few times. There is a lot more to lose now. I still don't understand why these sub human pieces of shit are allowed to get away with what they do - but I guess the system is setup so there is the least amount of abrasiveness. It isn't a good system, but less people get hurt in the process I suppose. I don't think the system accounts for grudges, harboring ill will or resentment - and that is a bigger problem in my opinion.
Here is a little story of something that happened to me recently and it both infuriated me and scared me. I had a friend over for dinner, he parked his car in the designated guest parking area. When I walked him back to his car, we saw that the car next to him - which was parked badly - left a two nice pock marks on his door. My friend just got his used car recently - this is not fair. So we called the police and asked what we could do - the popo said we could do nothing. Okay... so my friend decided to write a note for the shmuck who scratched his door. We were very sure it was him because this asshole had scratches up and down his door and the exact spacing between the pock marks matched the exact spacing of this asshole's car door. His note basically said, "Hey buddy, I believe you scratched my door with your driver's side door. Please call me at xxx-xxx-xxxx if you would like to resolve this problem. Thank you. -aldfkjljas".
So we hung out and waited to see if this piece of shit would show up because we saw people were returning to their cars. It was apparent that all of these people were leaving from the same home in my complex. Finally the drunken piece of Cuban shit walks over with his house battered wife and 4 cum stain male children and we tell the piece of shit what happened. He proceeds to tell us in broken Cuban that we are liars and that we are just looking for a pay out. I told him to open his door completely and lo and behold the fucking door matches the pock marks EXACTLY. He then says a bunch on intelligible Cuban and gets into his car. Meanwhile I am going ape shit telling him he hit the car (this was my mistake, I lost my cool) and he should pay for it, but he is just ignoring us. He back's up the car, looks at my friend's car - looks at his plate and says - this is your car? "Yes it is my car", the Cuban fuck then says "Ok Ok Ok... I will keep an eye out...". Before he left we asked him to give back the paper with my friend's phone number on it, he said "No I will hold on to this...", but it was the way he was saying it, as if he was going to do something bad with the information.
As he proceeded to drive off, I yelled out, "FUCK YOU" - mistake number 2 on my part, should have kept my mouth shut, but I was very mad - he then stops the car, jumps out, quickly hobbles over to me and begins to say in a yelling tone (I will omit the caps) "You fucking Americans have no balls, I Spanish, in my country I would KILL you and your friends right now for saying what you said. Fuck you Americans, No balls!" He is saying all this while bumping his chest against mine with his alcohol soaked breath. I kept my mouth shut to not escalate this any further because my only other option was to let him have the first hit on me (he started the fight officer), so I could then beat the shit out of him or stab him with my knife which I always carry. Luckily, his house battered wife came over and pushed him away while he called me several pejorative terms in Spanish - because he thinks I don't speak Spanish.
So this could have ended badly for either one of us. I could have killed him, he could have killed me, we both could have just beat the shit out of each other into a bloody pulp - but none of that happened. The only thing I walked away with from this was - he got away with scratching my friend's car, lying about it, then making a death threat against us.
We called the police - again - and told them what happened. The popo was very reluctant to do anything about this. Wow, thanks police that I fund with my fucking tax payer money. Public servants my ass. We forced them to make a report about it anyhow, gave them the fucking license plate number, make, model of the car - what the Cuban piece of shit looked like.
I hate Macho Man Cubans SO MUCH. This guy must have been a criminal in his country, to say something like he said so easily, what a fucking asshole.
I proceeded to think about how much I wish I could have killed the guy, stick a knife in his fucking throat and watch him bleed to death. Or shoot him at point blank range and watch the gray matter spray around. Unfortunately, his family wouldn't deserve that - they weren't at fault - he was. I would go to jail no matter what - self defense or not - that would fuck my family over too.
However, the same fact remains - he got away with this - unscathed - he is allowed to go around and make death threats - he is allowed to scratch people's cars up at his leisure. Where is the justice here? I am supposed to just take the moral high road because this guy is an asshole. Well, then I am going to continue to hate this person for the rest of my life and I will make life difficult for him if the opportunity permits itself. He made a few mistakes - I know what car he drives, I know what he looks like, I have his plate number.
I can find him if I feel like it.
He had better pray I don't see him again, if I see him again and if approaches me or says anything to me or my friend (he has his number) I am going to call the police and I will make sure he arrested one way or another.
Friday, November 16, 2012
Hopefulness
I think I have said it before, but if I haven't I would like to go on record to state that I think that the US is headed for civil war. However after the re-election of Barack Obama (yay!) I have seen a different side of our politics and our country for the first time. The old uneducated cantankerous white people are now a smaller number and are no longer the majority in this country! We finally have an edge, I hope we can keep people educated and keep this distaste going for the republican party of bigotry and hate.
I hate the republican party because they represent bigotry, racism and a total lack of freedom for people. They use their fucking religion to dictate to us how we should live our lives which is wrong. I want knowledge, science and just overall learning to pollute America. We need to rid ourselves of the idiot country bumpkins that we use primarily as fodder for wars. The only way to do that though is through education. We can take these idiots and turn them into respectable and intelligent people.
I used to be against this idea, but I think voting should be restricted to people who have earned the right to do it. I used to think that everyone - regardless of hos fucking stupid they were deserved a voice - well now I am against that idea. If you are too stupid to problem solve basic problems of life and you believe everything someone else tells you without doing your own fucking research, then you do not deserve to vote.
There is a foul mentality out there, the greedy mentality of nefarious and fiendish people. They come in many forms, but the most common form is the business man. There are good conscious business men, but then there are the business men who will sell their own mothers if the price is right. Those people pass the voting test, they can vote because of their cunning. However, those same businessmen command and instruct the simple and dumb of our country from under a guise. They usually take form in white robes or any other religious garb. Then you have sycophants like Todd Akin who are not religious figures, but political religious pawns who spread fallacies through the land like a disease.
Speech is a powerful thing. I had been thinking about and talking about the impressions of speech on people long before the movie inception made it a popular topic. What has to be pointed out though is that the more impressionable people tend to be, the way more stupid they are and those types of impressionable people also tend to be more religious because they need to be led. Those are the same idiots that are being led by the republicans. The democrats have their share of idiots too, but in my opinion the democrats have less of a dangerous impact on everyone. They at least support social programs while they are lying, wasting our money and giving in to lobbyists.
If we want this country to survive and continue to be as great as it is, we need to adopt socialist principles. People equate socialism with communism when they are not at all the same! A few words about communism, Karl Marx says in his manifesto, that Communism is only and idea and cannot be implemented without being bastardized by contaminating influences. Essentially Communism is only a good idea on a small scale or in a Utopian society which will never exist. In other words it is a bad idea. Karl Marx himself said that communism is a bad idea. However, we can use bits and pieces of socialism too help everyone. Yes the taxes are higher, but you get more help and amenities when you need them. Why is that wrong? This "fuck everyone" mentality of greed is wrong and only bought us bad omens like the sub prime mortgage melt down and a recession because a bunch of investment banker businessmen assholes said "Fuck everyone, I am only looking out for me."
Does it make sense that some companies, especially oil companies, during the recession were still making gobs of money? I don't think so. With government regulation and direction we can end this reign of terror by these fucking businessmen and businesses. These goddamn politicians that are puppets of these companies because there are lobbyist dicks in the asses of our so called civil servants? People make fun or deny the concept of a shadow government, when it is right there in front of us, it is clear, we have conglomerates running our country through elected career politicians. This needs to stop.
Career politicians should not exist! It is a very dangerous and flawed idea! Senators and congressmen should have a limit of 8 years to serve in any office. They should not be allowed to be a career politicians. Serving that long only allows them to be corrupt over time, then they no longer fight for the people they only fight for reelection! What the fuck is that about!
Party lines aside, all I care about is the well being of my people. I want the US to thrive and be the best at everything. I am tired of dead locked government and regressive movements. It is time for progressive action or we are going to be ruined all over again. I don't want to re-live 2008. I was laid off, what about you? I think this recent election has proven that the people are mostly all on the same page. Time for us to move forward, I just hope Mr. President will kick ass now because he no longer has to worry about reelection.
I hate the republican party because they represent bigotry, racism and a total lack of freedom for people. They use their fucking religion to dictate to us how we should live our lives which is wrong. I want knowledge, science and just overall learning to pollute America. We need to rid ourselves of the idiot country bumpkins that we use primarily as fodder for wars. The only way to do that though is through education. We can take these idiots and turn them into respectable and intelligent people.
I used to be against this idea, but I think voting should be restricted to people who have earned the right to do it. I used to think that everyone - regardless of hos fucking stupid they were deserved a voice - well now I am against that idea. If you are too stupid to problem solve basic problems of life and you believe everything someone else tells you without doing your own fucking research, then you do not deserve to vote.
There is a foul mentality out there, the greedy mentality of nefarious and fiendish people. They come in many forms, but the most common form is the business man. There are good conscious business men, but then there are the business men who will sell their own mothers if the price is right. Those people pass the voting test, they can vote because of their cunning. However, those same businessmen command and instruct the simple and dumb of our country from under a guise. They usually take form in white robes or any other religious garb. Then you have sycophants like Todd Akin who are not religious figures, but political religious pawns who spread fallacies through the land like a disease.
Speech is a powerful thing. I had been thinking about and talking about the impressions of speech on people long before the movie inception made it a popular topic. What has to be pointed out though is that the more impressionable people tend to be, the way more stupid they are and those types of impressionable people also tend to be more religious because they need to be led. Those are the same idiots that are being led by the republicans. The democrats have their share of idiots too, but in my opinion the democrats have less of a dangerous impact on everyone. They at least support social programs while they are lying, wasting our money and giving in to lobbyists.
If we want this country to survive and continue to be as great as it is, we need to adopt socialist principles. People equate socialism with communism when they are not at all the same! A few words about communism, Karl Marx says in his manifesto, that Communism is only and idea and cannot be implemented without being bastardized by contaminating influences. Essentially Communism is only a good idea on a small scale or in a Utopian society which will never exist. In other words it is a bad idea. Karl Marx himself said that communism is a bad idea. However, we can use bits and pieces of socialism too help everyone. Yes the taxes are higher, but you get more help and amenities when you need them. Why is that wrong? This "fuck everyone" mentality of greed is wrong and only bought us bad omens like the sub prime mortgage melt down and a recession because a bunch of investment banker businessmen assholes said "Fuck everyone, I am only looking out for me."
Does it make sense that some companies, especially oil companies, during the recession were still making gobs of money? I don't think so. With government regulation and direction we can end this reign of terror by these fucking businessmen and businesses. These goddamn politicians that are puppets of these companies because there are lobbyist dicks in the asses of our so called civil servants? People make fun or deny the concept of a shadow government, when it is right there in front of us, it is clear, we have conglomerates running our country through elected career politicians. This needs to stop.
Career politicians should not exist! It is a very dangerous and flawed idea! Senators and congressmen should have a limit of 8 years to serve in any office. They should not be allowed to be a career politicians. Serving that long only allows them to be corrupt over time, then they no longer fight for the people they only fight for reelection! What the fuck is that about!
Party lines aside, all I care about is the well being of my people. I want the US to thrive and be the best at everything. I am tired of dead locked government and regressive movements. It is time for progressive action or we are going to be ruined all over again. I don't want to re-live 2008. I was laid off, what about you? I think this recent election has proven that the people are mostly all on the same page. Time for us to move forward, I just hope Mr. President will kick ass now because he no longer has to worry about reelection.
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Get Out To Vote
First and foremost I'd like to say: Please go vote today. With respect to doing your voting duty, I don't care who you vote for, but please go vote.
With respect to who you vote for I will shamelessly say go vote for Barack Obama. I voted for Barack Obama because I agree with his views and principals. I have not researched him enough, but I vote party lines anyhow. I am a registered NPA or Non Partisan Affiliation or No Party Affiliation and I vote democrat most of the time. I do not like this democratic party, but holy shit these jackholes who call themselves republicans are insane. There is only one member of congress that I like and his name is Congressman Bernie Sanders. He is the ideal political candidate. He is very concerned with the well being of his state and his votes and decisions are usually very much in line with what I like.
I wish I had more time to really learn about how our silly government works, but I don't like reading as much as I like writing. I do however like listening to audio books. I still need to find a book or two on civics and learn everything I forgot or didn't know already. I feel bad that I don't know all of that stuff, I need to brush up on it. I would like to read the constitution too. I really wish I knew more about the candidates that I support, most of what I know is always what I hear on the radio. Whether it is NPR or The Alex Bennet Program, I am always listening to what is going on. No time or patience for books.
With respect to who you vote for I will shamelessly say go vote for Barack Obama. I voted for Barack Obama because I agree with his views and principals. I have not researched him enough, but I vote party lines anyhow. I am a registered NPA or Non Partisan Affiliation or No Party Affiliation and I vote democrat most of the time. I do not like this democratic party, but holy shit these jackholes who call themselves republicans are insane. There is only one member of congress that I like and his name is Congressman Bernie Sanders. He is the ideal political candidate. He is very concerned with the well being of his state and his votes and decisions are usually very much in line with what I like.
I wish I had more time to really learn about how our silly government works, but I don't like reading as much as I like writing. I do however like listening to audio books. I still need to find a book or two on civics and learn everything I forgot or didn't know already. I feel bad that I don't know all of that stuff, I need to brush up on it. I would like to read the constitution too. I really wish I knew more about the candidates that I support, most of what I know is always what I hear on the radio. Whether it is NPR or The Alex Bennet Program, I am always listening to what is going on. No time or patience for books.
Mind Dump
I am in a particularly weird state of mind right now. I am scared, specifically I am scared of work or rather I am scared of my boss. I am afraid he will fire me one day out of the blue and it might be during a time when I can't handle it. I hate that kind of uncertainty it truely bothers me. If I got fired it would be due to the enormity of his ego, not because I did anything wrong.
I just feel like impending doom is looming over my head which doesn't make me feel too good about anything. I am getting this feeling from my boss and my stupid landlord. My landlord I fear getting a phone call for her to tell us to gtfo or she is raising rent again like an asshole. Granted we are paying significantly less than anyone else in our complex, but she is not a good landlord. She won't pay to fix anything, it is as if it is all our problem and I don't care for that.
I wish I could switch jobs right now, I really do. I don't feel comfortable working at my job place anymore. I feel out of place and I feel like a blacksheep. Almost hated or envied by my coworkers, which is stupid because I hardly see them. It isn't fair that I am being poorly reflected upon because my boss has a loud mouth and likes to say mean shit about my colleague and me outloud for everyone else to hear. He is unprofessional in that sense. He is also very unrealisitc.
I just feel like impending doom is looming over my head which doesn't make me feel too good about anything. I am getting this feeling from my boss and my stupid landlord. My landlord I fear getting a phone call for her to tell us to gtfo or she is raising rent again like an asshole. Granted we are paying significantly less than anyone else in our complex, but she is not a good landlord. She won't pay to fix anything, it is as if it is all our problem and I don't care for that.
I wish I could switch jobs right now, I really do. I don't feel comfortable working at my job place anymore. I feel out of place and I feel like a blacksheep. Almost hated or envied by my coworkers, which is stupid because I hardly see them. It isn't fair that I am being poorly reflected upon because my boss has a loud mouth and likes to say mean shit about my colleague and me outloud for everyone else to hear. He is unprofessional in that sense. He is also very unrealisitc.