Religious Terms

Let's get something perfectly clear. I hate religion. I, like the late Christopher Hitchens, think that religion poisons everything. If you have not read or listened to his book "God is not Great" then I strongly suggest doing so. It makes a lot of things about the many fallacies and short comings of god & religion perfectly clear.

That being said, I want to clearly state the following: People who are blatantly ignoring key principles of a religion they pretend to be practicing are not religious and should stop trying to pretend to be. Further more they cannot have it both ways.

 Examples:
1. Any religion that prohibits gay people of any kind. I'm sorry, but gay people are really goddamn stupid if they think they can just conveniently forget what it says in a religious text about what they are doing sexually. Therefore you are not practicing the religion correctly which ultimately means you are not religious. End of story. Good day, you lose sir! 


2. There are different religious sects of each religion usually. I know Judaism very well, so I will use that religion as an example. There are different sects of Judaism, but only a few are actually practiced correctly. You cannot break some of the rules for convenience and still consider yourself to be religious. To generalize it there are orthodox Jews and reformist Jews. Reformist Jews cut corners, such as not obeying the Sabbath by using a loud speaker at the synagogue on a Saturday, driving and/or essentially doing everything you aren't supposed to be doing on the Sabbath. 


Religion is an all or nothing game. You can't have it both ways. So to those people who think that keeping one foot in the door is going to keep them on good terms with the magical bogey man in the sky: stop lying to yourselves. Who do you think you are fooling, seriously? If you can get your religions to change the rules then great, until then quit your bitching and stop half assing your worship. Either you are all in or all out.

Sinuses

I can't breath most of the time. It is getting to the point where I am tortured because it is just so bad. Asphixiated is how I can describe feeling most of the time. I have complained about this before, but here I go again. If you want to know what it feels like to be me all day and all year: hold one nostril closed and breath with your mouth shut or with your mouth open all day long. You may alternate nostrils randomly because that happens to me too. Only one of the two is allowed to be open. There are very rare occasions during the day where both are open. Sometimes while eating and most of the time during exercise. For a lack of better words, it is absolutely miserable and I hate it. I take Claritin D because the psudophedrine (120 mg) in it takes the swelling down in my nostrils so I can breath and the Loretadine (10 mg) fights the actual allergy. When I don't require loretadine, which is an anti-histamine, I just take a Sudafed like pill only which is exactly like Claritin D minus the Loretadine. I have come to a conclusion. My allergies will not stop hurting me and the pills sometimes don't work which is an even more miserable situation. Imagine the one thing that is supposed to put out a fire doesn't do a goddamn thing. Hoplessness is the feeling. I have decided to look for an alterior path which is and probably will be corrective surgery. The surgery I seek is called Non-Cosmetic Rhinoplasty. A plastic surgeon will go into your nose and fucking cut out the bullshit that is preventing you from breathing. Fuck this bullshit where your body is trying to kill you because of some dust. Stupid design. I would much rather have the airholes in my nose drilled larger so I can fucking breath clearly, at will, for once in my goddamn life. Do you know how miserable it is to not be able to breath through your nose? Trust me, breathing through your mouth is not the same at all. I suspect if I get this done, I will have more energy and possibly even lose more weight. Breathing is quite important. Of course. Like everything else, it comes at a price. Not sure how I would pay for it, but I will see what I can do.

So that's what it is called!

All of my bitching about incompetent employees and people in positions of power that they did not earn or deserve to be in has apparently been defined here. It is called the Peter Principle. I had no idea that this was defined anywhere, but hell now I know what to call it.

I might even dub those people that fit the bill as Peters. Maybe that is the dad from Family Guy is named Peter? It makes 100% sense too.

Women

Even though her face wasn't very attractive, she had a banging body.

Out of respect for the person who inspired me to write the following post, I have left their face out of the picture. There is nothing illegal about this, she was in public and I happened to be there too, the public is fair game for photography without consent. Don't like it? Then don't go outside looking like a ho. That being said, this chick had a great body with a butter face. It is weird how things like that can get your jollies going...

I am always very surprised to find out more and more things about women and how they operate. It just never ocurred to me before how many things they do on purpose. For example women who wear shorts, most of the time those shorts are way too short. They will deliberately buy a size too small so it looks more sexual or what we refer to as "looks good" or "looks great on you". I am a huge pervert so trust me when I say I don't mind. I love seeing a hot chick in super tight clothes or extremely short anything. To me it is just porn. It also leaves room for me and others to make pre-judgment. The women who dress like this in public want Attention because they KNOW how great they look. Some of them are attention whores and want attention all of the time so they dress very provocatively. I would never want a relationship with someone like that. Very little regard for their well being, such as being raped and no care of what others think. Since I am male, when I see such things all I can think about is fucking them. It's all porn to me.

Just like women have a ladder system, I have a ladder system. My ladder system is simple and I apply it to everyone. For men it is: you are a threat until you prove to me that you are not. For women it is: you are nothing more than a cum dumpster to me until you prove to me that you posess knowledge and independance. I don't care how nice anyone is. They need to prove to be worthy of my time until I give them any. I think all men think the same way when it comes to inappropriately dressed women, "Man I would fuck that." This is simply the truth. Now what this really means is only that, I would like to use your body and that's all. This is why men are all dogs and platonic relationships do not exist. Platonic relationships are a myth. If you have a male friend that is not gay, then he wants to fuck you badly. Either that or you are butt ugly. That is the truth. The only time I would be "friends" with a girl is when I was trying to get to know her better for a relationship and of course the sex. It is called attraction and I am not ashamed to describe how it works. All men operate this way on some level or another, some are just exceedingly cocksure and others are beta males. Some of us don't want to have to beat the shit out of the alphas and refuse to be a beta.

I learned during my highschool years that you don't want to date the girls who want the bad boy. They aren't mentally prepared for a real relationship and if they don't get past that point when they get older; then they are nothing more than a cum dumpster. I hated that shit. There was always that girl you wanted to fuck until your dick fell off in highschool, but that was usually it. High schoolers have no clue what love is, I am an adult and I can't explain the concept. Love is an inexplicable feeling and it doesn't come from the loins. I swore I was in love with certain girls in my before college years. I looked weird, I was still growing, still maturing, so girls for me was an absolute no go. No matter how honest, how much I bought, how much I tried to give my love, no one would receive it. There were about 4 or 5 girls like that in my younger life. Looking at them now, I laugh. They are either in bad shape, pregnant or miserable. Fuck'em. They didn't want to be with me back then, they are the losers, not me I didn't lose anything.

There is one girl of the 4 or 5 who hurt me very badly. She married some dude from Japan. I hope she was in Japan during the earth quakes. I mean that. She really pissed me off and wasted my time. I know it is difficuilt, but she could have simply told me that she wasn't interested. I remember calling her house to talk to her and at one point her brother or mother would pick up telling me she wasn't home. I remember one time specifically when I finally figured out she was too much of a gutless punk to tell me she wasn't interested. Her brother picked up the phone and started yelling at me, told me to stop calling and bothering her. Mind you, I wouldn't have done this if she would have just set me straight at school. She was always telling me we were cool in person, but when she wasn't face to face she didn't mind hiding from me and being a fucking coward. That shit sure was complicated. I have her to thank and the other bitches who didn't think I was worth their while for my current feelings and views on women.

I respect women with a very high regard as peers, most of the time. On a personal level though, anyone who isn't a friend or my wife is just an object to me. I could give a shit about your well being or what you are about. I just want to fuck you. Just saying. Especially the bitches who embrace their sexuality for their own gain. There have been countless times where I am at work and some twat uses her sex appeal to get what she wants from the boss which would never fly for anyone else in the office. Women can't have it both ways, but somehow they manage to. I am all for equality among men and women, but they have to draw the line too.

I don't practice what I think though out of self respect and for my wife. I love my wife, she is the best things that has ever happened to me and I don't miss or want any other woman in my life. No one can fill her shoes. Like I said before all others are eye candy, objects, public porn.

Money Money Money!

So as everyone knows, if money were a woman I would make love to it and marry it. BUT its not, so I will just love it for its abilities. I am just happy that my finances are chugging along here. Selling my old car and leasing a new one, best idea ever. I now drive a fully loaded machine and I got 8K for my old 2007 (5 years old) car.

That 8K will pay for about 80% of my wedding ceremony. Fun times. I don't want to part with it but fuck it, it has to be done.

The plan after December, January 1st 2013 is to immediately start hammering my student loans. Going to do 5K chunks which is going to be 6 payments total. I am going to pay down the federal first. Then port the monthly payments to savings to build the 5K faster for the private loans. Not to mention the monthly payments I am already making with the private loan will help reduce the total anyhow. So in reality it might not be a total of 6 payments, it could be a smidge less.

I guestimate 6 payments though. I am excited because after I pay off my loans I won't have this debt looming over my head and I will have two less bills to worry about each month which makes me very happy.

Although my newly leased car did take the place of those monthly payments, but meh it was necessary. I will be very happy when these bills are behind me, because then I can look forward to try to buy a house again. Although this time I am very happy with where I live and I don't think I want to leave. I want to make it my own. The association fees are rather steep unfortunately, but meh it includes water, cable and internet which is nice.

Degenerative Work Ethic

I have, seen/ heard about, numerous cases where a person has gotten a job, worked the job their whole adult life then retired happily.

I have seen the opposite too and I am sure people have heard about it or seen it. Someone gets a job, works their job and is laid off when they are too old or obsolete to be replaced by someone younger and cheaper.

This is something that I have kept in the forefront of my mind for a while now. I am worried about this and I have posted about it before. The few things I have going for me is that I don't feel that people owe me anything unless I work hard for it and I am very easy to work with. I am self motivated most of the time and I have the drive to learn, aka: self educate.

I will keep going at something until I achieve it usually. I strive my hardest to learn about pretty much everything in my field. I don't want to be replaced by some young piece of crap who doesn't know anything. I used to be a young piece of crap who knew plenty but was struggling to find a job. I am very sure I never replaced anyone who didn't deserve it. Every time I fill a position I am praised and missed when I leave.

My point is, stay sharp, keep your options open and never give up. Otherwise you will degrade and that is no one elses' fault except your own. People don't like hearing the truth, but I think people need to know when to throw iin the towel and quit. I think it is very wrong for a person to be wasting everyone elses' time and money when they can't get their job done.

Just because a person is nice doesn't mean they are competent. No matter what personal problem they have or any amount of children they need to support. Their poor life decisions should not control the health of a team or its efficiency. Inefficiency costs money and fucks over moral which breeds resentment.

working with your boss friend

So I have been working consistent 12 hour days as of late. I am not happy about it and I need to have a talk with my co worker about it. The problem is there is a strange work dynamic between us that is good and bad. I essentially work longer hours than he does right now and it sucks major donkey dick.

He lives further away than I do which sucks. He has allergies that are bad enough to kill an elephant if a sinus infection could be passed on that way. So it is rough for him to get to work I sympathize because I know what it is like having to make a long shitty commute and having bad allergies.

Anyhow, the main problem I have now is we start working at different times. He starts at 12 and I start at 9. So if there is a problem I need his help with I have at least 12. Worse yet sometimes he doesn't realize something needs to be done until about 6:30 which is quitting time for me. So I get stuck at work from 9 to 9 which fucking sucks...

So it is time to have a chat.