Transition

I hope this is my final transition for at least 5 years. Moving around this much makes my fucking head spin. I am tired of going from job to job each year. Not my fault I am a hot commodity. In all these years of moving jobs I not once have asked to move to a job. Everyone has come to me to get me to come to them. This is the best possible situation for me each time, I am just going where the money is.

The benefits at this job are horrifically bad. The healthcare sucks, the 401K is a goddamn joke the vacation policy is stingy. I am going back because of the type of work and the people that are there. This place is going somewhere, I can see myself getting into a better position in the future.

It has been interesting journey thus far. I have worked hard to get here. I just need my life to settle already so I can start working on me.

Excited to get Scrood

I am excited to get screwed on this house deal all of a sudden. I can't wait for closing. I just need everything to fall into place so that I can move on with my life already.

Next steps:
Resign from this job
Start new job
Rebuild funds
Pay fuck you fee immediately
Rebuild funds
Pay federal loans completely off
Rebuild funds
Pay private loan completely
Rebuild funds
Get Retirement Under Control
Rebuild funds indefinitely
Kids?
If yes, lose everything again...

Crap on a Stick

The house deal I have entered is a crap on a stick deal. I am being force fed shit with this deal because the sellers are stingy greedy fucks. I am going along with said shit deal because I need a house. I don't WANT a house I fucking need one. I am being forced to pay the difference between the appraisal value and what the fucking sellers want which is a 15K fucking difference. Which holy shit is a lot. Everyone involved in the deal keeps calling it a loan, it is not a loan it is a fuck you fee. I am not being lent shit to close on the house I am being penalized for their home's lack of performance on the market and they are being sore losers.

So be it. I don't have a choice, I need the house and I don't want to do this ever again if possible. This shit sucks.

Broke and Angry

I am currently in the middle of a house purchase. The sellers are very stubborn and boorish. They have a fictional house value in their minds and they can't get it. I got them an appraisal and it came in super low. I got a second appraisal and it came in at just above what they got originally. I then signed an addendum stating that they would lower the price and that the contract is not contingent on appraisal. Only it still is because the language on the contract is crap.

Next they asked that I pay the difference between their asking price and the appraisal. I hate this idea passionately.

I got a new job offer and I can't move to it until this whole mess is finished with.

I am seeing this through to the end though.

I don't know whether I should stay or I should go.

Oh Well

I feel very guilty and bad about this whole deal. My friend made me promise that I wouldn't quit on him after a year. I said yes which was a lie because I cannot see the unforeseeable future. So shame on me but fuck this too. This place sucks and my current boss sucks. I don't like where I work because I am separated from everyone else and they take the liberty of assuming that I slack off and show up late all of the time.

My boss is a giant prick asshole most of the time. He tries to make up for it but throwing money at my coworker and I, and it works for a while to calm us down, but I am quite unhappy and my coworker is fucking miserable he just doesn't see it. He works too much, his schedule is terrible, under appreciated and he catches shit from our boss all of the time.

My boss is the biggest asshole I have ever had as a boss. He has literally told me he will not give me any documentation regarding what he wants in a project. He told my coworker and me on more than one occasion that we need to read his mind. Literally! Who does that?

His emails are unreadable and unintelligible. He starts his emails in the subject line and ends them in the body. They are short and aren't written well usually just filling me with confusion. He doesn't read my emails and won't respond to anything important then has the audacity to tell me I never sent him an email.

House Insanity

The sellers have finally pulled their heads out of their asses. They have finally committed themselves almost kind of. We are drafting up a plan for a personal loan from them. I am not crazy about any of that, but at this point I need to move forward it has become imperative. I need a place to settle so I don't lose my fucking mind.

The next strange and weird bit of news is I am going back to my old job for the third time. Life is strange. I am getting 80K to return. In one year I have increased my salary dramatically. I went from 52K to 70K to 75K to 80K, those are some nice jumps. I feel bad for my friend, I don't want to leave him but i need to do what is good for me.

I am going to try to convince him to move over.

Greedy People

More house drama... got the appraisal back for 165 and now I am waiting on the Sellers to make a goddamn decision since they are so indecisive and stingy. My lender wants to close in two weeks, which is awesome cause I want to close in two weeks. I need to start packing as soon as I get a fucking closing date. This whole thing is a goddamn nightmare. I really hope this all works out.