Parental Hypocrisy

I don't like it when my mother decides to give me shit for not visiting or calling regularly. Parents are full of crap because they don't do that shit with their parents either. My mom really thinks I sit on my ass all day and it is fucking annoying. She thinks i intentionally don't call or visit because I don't care. I am busy and she doesn't understand how much either.

Partitions

I have been stupidly busy with work and my new home. I have had almost no time to sit down and think, when I get home I am wiped out. I am too tired to do anything or learn anything new. I am going to put a stop to that soon though. I need to get back up on the project horse. I need to find a way to organize all of my thoughts and projects into a special way. That way I give myself tasks to do and I don't forget what needs to be done.

I need to take action.

woah

I have been so busy as of late that I haven't had a chance in many weeks to post. All kinds of stuff has been happening to me lately. I can say it is all good actually. This is the happiest I have been in a very long time. I am glad that I am living in a home where I am the boss for the most part, as soon as I finish with outside modifications I will decide on what I am doing inside the house and that does not concern the association in the least. They can go fuck themselves.

The next home I get will be a free standing single family house. No fucking associations to cock block my endeavors or to give me permission to do work on my own home. I do not like that in the least. I hate asking then if the type of shutters that I can get on my home are permissible. How about go fuck yourself. Then they don't want to answer questions either.

So here is the new plan for me:
Shutters
Re-adjust my insurance based on wind mitigation
Change AC IFF necessary
Pay down student debt aggressively

If I can pay down my student debt, I will benefit from that tremendously. I will have 300 dollars per month back in my fucking pocket which will go straight into savings. And in all reality back into the house.

My home requires a lot of work. All work I am willing to do too. I like working on my house it is fun.

Transitions

I am back in my old company and I love it. I haven't been this happy in a while. I love a healthy work environment. I like the people I am working with and I like the stuff I am working on. It has been an interesting time being re-integrated into this work place. The one problem that was holding us all back is gone now and far far away from us.

This company has a fucking future now. I am willing to put a lot of my sweat and blood into this company. I like working here very much and I want to keep it that way. We are still going through growing pains but I believe we will make it.

Selfishness at the Starbucks

I don't understand where people get off bringing dogs in doors. Forget about people with phobias of dogs or dog allergies, fuck them right you have a dog. You can't leave your show dog outside no one will have something to say about your obnoxious obsession that you have to force on everyone. You are older now, your kids are out of the house and the husband you married hates you. You only stayed together for the sake of your shitty kids.

So now you fill the void in your life with this dog so you can get the attention you crave at home from strangers in a starbucks. Yes this is a constructive use of your time. You fucking old white wrinkled waste of space.

All too often do I see this stupid stereotype and it pisses me off. All the fucking free time these stupid house wives have at their finger tips after they become empty nesters and what do they do with it? They fucking squander it. They waste their time with vanity and material possessions to show off to strangers to show them that they are still alive. That they still exist. Its stupid and sad that they can't think outside of their box.

Go donate your fucking time at a school. Help kids with math and reading. Don't waste your free time with these stupidities. However, chances are it is too late for them, their minds are empty like a balloon. Fucking stupid old people, usually women. Not to sound sexist, but more often than not it is a woman spending her husband's retirement money especially after he dies. These women are a generation that probably will cease to exist eventually.

Fuck people who don't use their free time more appropriately.

Goals

I am refocusing my energy and thoughts on my house. As of right now there are a few things that need to be done sooner rather than later.

I need to get shutters or hurricane impact glass installed. This is P1. Big time P1 because I need to be ready for that shit just in case we get a hurricane. This is going to be expensive period.

I need an electrician to inspect a few things for me. The electrical panel needs to be replaced along with the breakers. I have several lights that don't function and we need new openings made for new lighting.

The next big thing is where do we get the money for these two priorities?

Next issue is I need a new A/C to be installed, that's going to cost me for sure.

Tadaaahhhh

As I have predicted and wrote about somewhere in this blog of hate and chaos; I was right. I was right about everything. I was right about my company needing to fire that idiot of a boss I had at my old job. I was right that they would contact me and hire me back one day. I am going back to the same company for the third time because I am that good or maybe just stupid.

I hope that everything runs smoothly when I get there and that I can help revolutionize our program. I see great things happening there and I feel that I can grow at that company in leaps and bounds. I got a raise again. I am coming in at 80K which is excellent for the time being. I will earn more when the time comes.

I have been going against the fucking grain for a long time now and it is because people have told me I can't do things or I am making a mistake. Well I have proved them wrong time and time again.

This is another major victory for me and my future empire.

Goals:
Pay off student debt
Pay off home
Child?

Costs:
Shutters
A/C
Electrical work
Plumbing
Bathroom remodel
Repair deck

Projects
Not going to list them, there are 3

I am fucking amped and ready to go.