Oh go fuck yourself

I am really fucking tired of two things. I am tired of people telling me how to code and I am tired of people telling me that I didn't work enough hours in a month.

I don't want anyone to tell me that I did something wrong in code unless I actually did something wrong. Recently I created a replacement class for an existing class in order to gradually and iteratively replace the old class's contents. The old class was written very poorly. My new class is only used by new code and it is cleaner than the old code. I was given shit for doing it, I was told I was wrong for creating this new class without asking. Well fuck you I don't ask for permission to improve things carefully. I didn't outright replace anything I surgically implanted a better way we can gradually move over to. Don't insult me.

I was given shit for using an abstract class. I cannot believe the reasoning either. Too complicated and over engineered I was told. Again fuck you, I put this in place because we had one page trying to implement two different modes. Those modes were smeared all over the fucking page using if statements, the same fucking if statement over and over. That calls for a factory pattern - this is not negotiable.

Lastly I am tired of companies saying they want you to enter hours for your tasks. Then they have the balls to say you didn't work enough hours if you don't reach a magic number in a month. Forget about the number of interruptions and meetings you had apparently none of that matters.

I am very agitated right now.

The grand awakening

I am finally getting recognition regarding my predictions and warnings. I have explained to my bosses numerous times what our main issues are and I was ignored time and time again because the business has to dictate how shit is run. We'll when your business is comprised of a bunch of old white guys who use Iphones because they are friendly devices - can you really trust their judgment?

So anyhow all of my predictions are staring us in the face. I keep pushing for changes and we are excelling.

The next unfortunate but very real goal is to get many many people laid off by improving software. Once the software can reliably run itself through automating key mundane processes; a very large number of people will be laid off. It is horrible but true.

Justification

Everything I have been complaining about for a very long time at work has finally come to a head. I am very happy now because all the nay sayers and people telling me I am negative have egg on their faces. I am doing my "told you so" to everyone now and it feels good.

Getting my boss to see how poor the accounting project is - is absolutely delightful.

Now we are under strict orders to get our application stabilized. Bunch of fuck tards who wouldn't let us fix the application before are demanding it now. All this panic mentality is stupid. Corporations who are reactive instead of proactive are retarded. Plain and simple.

Blah

I am very close to my pay off goal. It will be like I am giving myself a raise which is nice. I am looking forward to having that 145 a month back.

Then I need to avalanche the income into killing the next loan which I know I can do I just need to save myself the stress of doing it back to back. I don't want to not give myself any joy while I am doing this crap.

I am 2.8K away from my goal. I have another 14K to drill through next. It is going to suck. Then I have my car loan. I will be buying out my lease and keeping the car for as long as reasonably possible.

I will get back ~500 a month which will be nice.

I will then start financing and working on my hardware projects.

I still have house projects I need to do but they can realistically wait.

I need to go on a vacation soon.

Retirement Accounts are unfair bullshit

Dear government,

Fuck you. Fuck you for being unfair douchebags when it comes to early disbursements. When someone is afraid that the fucking idiots managing their money are going to lose all of it because the people running the company are stealing from the company itself. I think it is a very valid and rational fear to have that your company might do something weird with your 401K funds if they are already embezzling money from the company.

Fuck you government for double taxation. Fuck you for charging penalties and fees on bullshit that a normal person would never see coming.

Don't give people the option to claim exemptions if you are going to charge them a penalty during tax season for claiming those exemptions. That is unfair bullshit. Don't tell me I didn't pay enough taxes during the year when the fucking deal is that I just need to pay you what I owe at the end of the year. That is theft.

Fuck you government for fucking people over for doing an early disbursements by fining them for the early disbursement - then taxing them on top of that. By my fucking logic if I didn't have the 401K and I kept the money then you would only take out normal taxes. That is theft and very unfair especially when the fucking penalty is essentially equal to the tax amount. That's fucked up.

Fuck you IRS and fuck you government for not reforming the tax code and going after the real criminals such as big box companies who are evading taxes.

I Fucking understand why people cheat their taxes now because of bullshit like this. Fucking unfair bullshit. Pretax my ass. Go fuck yourselves.

Light and the end of the tunnel

I have been saving up my money for some time now. I am about 3 months away from having enough to pay off one of my loans. Unfortunately boulders are being thrown my way as usual. I apparently have to deal with the renewal of my flood insurance I found out yesterday. An unexpected 477 bill that apparently won't be covered completely by escrow. I am now faced with a somewhat crappy decision. I can either pay for this out of escrow by putting in the difference or pay the whole thing off in one shot.

I am leaning towards paying it off in one shot then paying my bill as I would regularly. That way I make more of a dent in my mortgage per month. Not fun, but doable.

Anyhoo... I will have one loan dead by April, then I take a break and start on the next loan. I will have an extra 144 each month to help me make it.

Once I kill my second loan I will work on my car loan.

Once I kill my car loan I move on to my home loan.

The home loan will have to be a longer set goal. In addition to paying monthly bill I will figure out a number that will help me bring it down. I will open a 401K when my two loans are paid off and plan out my car loan which is much smaller and a ways off.

I want to be debt free, that will make me happy.

Perpetually Engaged

I don't understand some of these people out there who are living with someone, but I mean living with them for more than 5 or 6 years, have bought a house together and have not gotten married yet.

Who are they fooling? No engagement, no talk of getting married, nothing. I find it odd. I think people need to grow up and realize that getting married is more than a ceremony. It is about taxes, property and being able to have a say so in your significant other's well being if they are down for the count.

So hiding behind the stupid ass notion of "I don't believe in Marriage" will carry you as far as it can legally. Then argue with a judge or a fucking nurse at a hospital regarding how you should be involved in this person's life but you aren't married.

Stop being stupid.

You don't need the ceremony you can just go to a court.

It costs about 200 bucks. No real excuse there.