Regret

It's funny to see people I knew from highschool and college going through the regret phase of their life. I was the person who warned about certain things in life and what to expect and I was ignored outright for the most part. People who lived in the now aka Optimists. People who relaxed too much and didn't want to worry about things that inconvenienced them or made them uncomfortable.

I am a self proclaimed realist. Some people call me a pessimist and I say that's fine, they are wrong, but okay I will accept that title. I am a realist because I know when to be optimistic and positive, but I know when not to be also and I will be pessimistic and negative. It all depends on what the situation calls for.

Anyhow I hate optimists because they are usually carefree unreliable idiots.

Case in point all of the people who are feeling major regret of their choices in life at this point right now. People who went against the grain of safety and lost. People who are now jealous and envious of others for doing the right thing in the fucking first place. In other words people jealous and envious of me. I don't hate them, but I am unable to speak to them or interact with them without those people melting down in front of me. Usually goes like this, "Wow... You have a home, you are married with no children and you are doing well from what it seems." They then look depressed and broken. I think to myself, "Yeah sorry you still work at star bucks, not my fucking fault or problem." I don't want to hurt their feelings, but it is true.

Those same carefree types are paying for their bullshit optimistic rose colored live in the now view on life and I don't feel bad for them at all. I worked hard to be where I am. You reap what you sow.

Funny how I was right.

Bitches.