The place that I work at is what I would like to call a hack shop. We are given very poor resources and expected to come out with stellar results. They give us these business grade laptops and expect us to get our jobs done quickly and efficiently using fucking Dell Latitudes. A latitude is good for a fucking pencil pusher, not a developer. Inspiron is the lowest you should go for development. What pisses me off is the fact that they give us the least and expect us to make the most out of it.
This is a hack shop that is pretending to be a development shop, then I have people internally telling us what we are doing wrong after the fact... a lot of good that does. Fucking idiots want the best code and performance ever, but don't want to pay for it either.
Right now I am just so sick and tired of the treatment I get here and the disrespect that comes with it. I am afraid to ask for a raise because I think I will be told no and then they will put me on their replacement list. On one hand I want to tell them to go fuck themselves, find a higher paying job and just leave. On the other hand I am afraid to leave because I am technically in a very good and powerful position with respect to the future. This company is still technically a start up and has a ton of potential with my manager's role being changed soon which would change everything.
I just don't know what to do and the worst thing is, who says it will be any different anywhere else?
This is a hack shop that is pretending to be a development shop, then I have people internally telling us what we are doing wrong after the fact... a lot of good that does. Fucking idiots want the best code and performance ever, but don't want to pay for it either.
Right now I am just so sick and tired of the treatment I get here and the disrespect that comes with it. I am afraid to ask for a raise because I think I will be told no and then they will put me on their replacement list. On one hand I want to tell them to go fuck themselves, find a higher paying job and just leave. On the other hand I am afraid to leave because I am technically in a very good and powerful position with respect to the future. This company is still technically a start up and has a ton of potential with my manager's role being changed soon which would change everything.
I just don't know what to do and the worst thing is, who says it will be any different anywhere else?
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