Surprize

I had a good fucking day for once. Which is why I am writing about it. I don't have much to say about it except that it was fun and I enjoyed myself thoroughly. I got my first pay check from my new job and it gave me the expected warm fuzzy feeling I have been wanting for so long. Like I planned and like I promised, I will move forward with my plans and I will make more fucking money until I reach that 100K mark. When I make oodles of disgusting and wonderful money I will have very little to complain about ever again. At that point if I didn't like something I would fucking do something about it.

I still want to go into business for myself, I am currently in the works of making that happen. I am organizing myself, getting all of my ideas digitized and worked out. I will have documentation talking about the technical aspects and what will go into it. I will find similar products and search for any existing patents. This is just for my physical product ideas. I have several winning ideas and I swear if I ever make the product and it goes into production I will reveal my identity because at that point fuck everyone. I wouldn't have much to be afraid of at that point, but I might change my mind later.

Fun.

Nothing would make me happier than to not have to worry about my bills anymore. I will still be a down to earth modest person, but I will have a way to mobilize my ideas through money and power. I won't run for office or anything, but I will try to make an impact locally. I can finally see a path opening up, the best part is that I still have happy contacts at my old company, just waiting for the department to implode so I can possibly return.