My Words and Ideas in the Light

I love love love hearing from people who have read a book or article that confirms something I have written about or formulated a solid stance on. It makes me feel validated, see when I say something it is misconstrued as callous or negative, when a PHD or an author writes about the exact samething then they are viewed as insightful and justified.

I will gloat now.

I was speaking to a psychologist friend of mine and she is reading a book about sociopaths. She has learned that there are indeed evil people, their condition is called being a sociopath. Sociopaths are self entitled, self involved assholes who don't care about anyone else except themselves. I am sure about this because my sister is a sociopath and I had a once good friend who is a sociopath.

I have studied them in my own way over the years of my life that I knew both of them individually. I hate my sister because she is a self absorbed piece of shit. I stopped being friends with the other person because he would abuse me verbally and at one point I realized I didn't have to take that shit from either of them so I stopped talking to both of them immediately. I felt great afterwards, it was like a giant weight being lifted from my shoulders. There is NO point in hanging out with people you cannot stand, so just do yourself a favor and don't. You more than likely don't owe those people anything, it is usually the other way around.

So yes, evil sociopaths exist. They only care about themselves and their agenda. I have watched my friend learn how to act around people to hide his social skill deficit. He is still a sociopath, he just learned how to hide it better. He nicer to people, he has fewer episodes of pure hatred outbursts on unsuspecting victems.

My sister... she hasn't learned anything. She also is an actor in front of people, but she only finds ways for people to feel sorry for her. She feeds on it. She is on antidepressants because she is always soooo depressed... that is sarcasm... no really she says she is very depressed and on antidepressants, that part is true, but it is also hard to give a shit when she is such a self absorbed asshole. It is hard to tell if she actually is depressed or if she just does it for attention.

Fuck her.

In my book sociopaths are one of those people I would throw into my execution bin.