I am both elated and mortified about this home buying process. I think everything is fine but everyone else is taking a different attitude towards it than I am. The seller and my Realtor are both worried about me getting financing, which only worries me more. I don't understand why they're both worried about this. My Realtor keeps saying it is because we are 95% financed. I don't understand why that is a bad thing! Usually when someone is buying a very expensive thing they typically require financing, to state the fucking obvious it is because 99% of people don't typically have 30 to 60 thousand dollars they are willing to just give up.
Banks need to fucking letup on people who have outstanding credit like myself and some financial backing and a halfway decent job. I make about 75K a year now not including bonuses. So I seriously don't understand why everyone is so worried.
It really pisses me off and I am very anxious because of it. Which is making me depressed. Which brings me to my next problem I am not motivated to do jack shit right now. I haven't had the urge to get any work done at home for personal projects and frankly it is getting old. I am thinking maybe I need antidepressants, but I am afraid to take them and I don't want to get my stupid insurance involved.
Topic for another time I suppose.
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