I have been feeling blah. I feel a combination of tired, nauseated and oddly enough supremely motivated. My motivation is being limited though because it is only as great as my accomplishments and progress.
I have finally overcome my fear of failure regarding hardware, I was afraid to waste time with something that might go no where. I came to terms with my reality and accepted that I could possibly be a nine to fiver for the rest of my life. In other words I have NOTHING to lose! I have been too afraid to fail, but I was already failing because I didn't even try yet.
I am going to pour my life and time into getting a creation of mine off the ground. I will do it alone and that is final. I cannot trust other people to help me - I am tired if working on things for others. I need to get this show on the road.
I am giddy with excitement because I know I can nail this creation, I just need the FUCKING time!
Time is always the limiter, but I will find a way. I will overcome this mountain too and all other cliche problems that stand in my way. I will stay focused and I will do my best to stay positive.
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