Everyday Life is Business

So apparently I can't go live my day to day life the way I want to anymore on what I consider non work related events or gatherings. It makes me sad that I can't speak to people who are somewhat strangers or a husband or wife of my girlfriend's co-worker without it turning into a business related conversation. This is a double edged sword because I get to sell myself to possibly bigger and better things. However if I am not in the mood for business I can ruin business relations easily without even realizing it. This happened to me a few times already, where I would blow an opportunity to make some good cash because I am not crooked or shady enough or I just didn't realize I was being interviewed when talking to a stranger.

I can't even work on side projects without it being a business or legal issue, possibly friendship damaging. I am on the verge of possibly doing business with friends, but it gets complicated and I am not business inclined.

I am just sad that I can't just talk. I always have to be on gaurd. Anyone reading this is thinking, oh poor you, you have too many business connexions. That's not the point, just makes me sad that it is always about business now a days.

One day I will be very wealthy, I will turn this game. I swear it.