Bleh

I feel very bleh right now, I don't have the will to do anything constructive for work at the moment. I want to go home and go to sleep. I will be moving soon, so I am a little stressed out that I have been busting my ass at work and trying to get this move in order. It doesn't help that I live 10000 miles away (40 miles from work - 80 mile round trip - 400 miles a week minimum - I fill up almost twice a week, yay me). I am moving so I can drive less and be closer to work, not to mention I will finally escape from that shit hole Kendall. It is a pretty area, but the people in it make it a shit hole. They all have bad, self-centered, obnoxious, rude attitudes and I don't wish to be around them anymore. Stupid Cuban republican area, there isn't enough room to live there because of the damn egos everywhere.

I like my job, but I feel like there isn't an opportunity to grow there. I am going to give it another year or two for growth, I want to see more $$$$ - if I don't get it, I am out. I need to get married first so I can go back to school to get a Masters degree for free mostly. I need to reinvent myself professionally in order to get anywhere I need to go. I want a 100K salary, it would solve a lot of my problems right now. I mostly want to pay off all of my school debt, that would make me happy. Especially since I have my mother's mortgage to worry about :(. I am in debt that isn't even mine, yay.

I mailed my rant letter and 453 dollar check to the IRS today, I hope they don't spend it all in one place... like a Senator or a war.