Kingdom Come

I am on a mission and so far I have to say I am 50% complete with my mission. I am on the right track to getting everything I want the way I want and I have to say that money is what makes the fucking difference in this world. It is exactly like Tony Montana said, "First, you get the money, then you get the power, then you get the women." I actually agree with all three of those things, but my priorities are different. I got my beautiful lovely lady without money and power. I am a lucky man.

I am however on the right track, I am getting the money and now I definitely see the power flowing along. Eventually I will build up my own projects that will give me more money, power and influence. I am going to keep fighting. I am going to keep fighting my way to the top. I won't stop until I get my 100K salary and I have at least 1/4 to 1/2 million dollars in the bank. I want to develop a life style for myself where money works for me and I hold a job for fun.

I want to open social programs, I want to help people. I just need to get myself to a position where I can do that comfortably.

Whoever said that money doesn't bring happiness is a fucking liar. Money always brings happiness, it just does it better when you came from nothing! When you had to work your way out of poverty, when you had to watch your parents work at a job they hated or when they worked at a fast food place to make ends meet. Money is a game changer, it gives you food for your belly and a safe place to sleep and rest. God doesn't do those things - YOU do those things. So those of you that think you aren't bound to material things such as money, take your thoughts of god and shove it. When you work your way up from a poor broken home, then talk to me about money not being an object of obsession.

I guess you could say I have a psychological problem with money, the fear of not having it. I've been laid off before and it sucks! I have the fear of losing my job too. However all that goes away when you have the money blanket to cover you.