Kami-Sama

My boss is in a good mood again he was very civil yesterday, now I feel that I was on edge the whole day for no reason. I was so afraid to speak or look at him because I didn't want a repeat of what happened. It would have really destroyed me if it did happen again. My goal is to not have to deal with that ever again, which is probably wishful thinking more so than reality.

I spoke with him again today and he was in a great mood and very helpful instead of being a fucking monster. So I am very relieved that I didn't have to see that side of him again today. This is day two.

I am dubbing him Kami-Sama because he is a force to be reckoned with. Kami-Sama means deity or god, but does not have to be in the spiritual sense. According to the Shintoists, it can be someone who you neither fear or love, but you are in awe of them. Purely dumb struck. The term would be used to describe lords from fiefdoms or rulers.

Well that is me, I don't like him, I don't fear him and I especially don't love him. He just shocks me that he could be so callous and just plain mean. He has all of the cards though, he has me by the balls because he is the judge and jury since he is the owner of the company.

I really hate people like him because he never had to struggle too hard since he was born with a silver spoon in his mouth. I find his total lack of sympathy or respect for others to just be shocking and there is jack shit I can do about it. He is allowed to verbally abuse people all he wants. I just have to hope he hits me so I can sue him for battery and get a small fortune of my own from his fortune.