Meh

So apparently my boss has taken a liking to me, he just has a really strange way of showing it. This is the same boss that flambeed me in front of the whole office. I hate it when this happens, when I am sure someone dislikes me, they shock the shit out of me and it turns out it is the total opposite. I take things way too personally, I just do. I feel like words and language are a weapon at times because you can really screw up a person's whole day if you say the wrong thing - or maybe you intentionally said those things to hurt someone. Words and speech are dangerous - infectious - like a disease. That's why I like to use them to describe how I am feeling or to annoy other people. I wrote an article about how I disliked irresponsible motorcyclists and I got a foul response about it - the thing is it is obvious that the idiot that responded didn't read the whole article because I lay out exact why I am upset with motorcyclists and bicyclists for that matter. The point is, I affected that person mentally with something I wrote and placed on the Internet. I didn't even have to force this person to read it, they found it. Words are a dangerous thing. Now place the power language and speech into a untouchable rich asshole and there you have it - my boss. He is pleasant sometimes, but now I am afraid to make eye contact with him, because I don't want him to yell at me again.

I just wanted to get this off my chest.

I am at a loss again, I am overwhelmed with a lot of what is going on right now. I am pretty much at the point where I don't even want to show up to work anymore. I'm tired of work. I have a few side projects going on right now, but I haven't had any significant time to work on any of it yet.