I got my bonus today. I knew I was going to get it, just wasn't sure when. This is fucking awesome news for me anyhow because it is going to help me with closing costs on which ever house I can land.
There is only one thing that is bothering me about my bonus, I am accepting money from the guy who I complain about often. I don't knw if that makes me a hypocrite or not. I don't think so, but it may very well make me one. The thing is I earned that money and I desperately need it anyhow.
Just makes me feel bad that I bad mouth him, with reason and then he turns around and gives me a bonus. Makes me feel two faced. I am going to swallow my pride and start to shut up when he is being a dick to me. I am going to still bitch about it here because I need an outlet, but I will minimize the chatter at work and try to work harder.
I am still trying to find a patter/approach for when things go into a lul. Which does happen but it scares me.
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