Wife got laid off and now it is the dreaded fear of not being able to make ends meet. This is one of those hope for the best situations. It could all go out of control, but we will see. I am not going to be happy about losing more money, but fuck it - we have to do what we have to do. She is going to do her thing and hopefully it will go well.
I am just in fear of moving backwards again. I really really want to pay off my fucking loans, tired of not being able to take advantage of my full income. I feel like it is all being ceased. Same with my car loan - need to buy out my car Goddamnit. I don't regret getting into my car lease, but again tired of paying for it.
I wouldn't care as much if I didn't have my student loans.
Dealing with $500 of loss every month. Like fuck me man.
I will be happy to be done with it when I get there. Something's gotta give here.
I feel like crawling under a rock and not coming out again until it all goes away. I am sure I would die first.
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