Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Psuedophedrine

I have been off of psuedophedrine now for several months (I think?) and I have been pretty depressed on and off. I finally realized that in order for me to get projects done I need to buckle down as soon as I get home. I play a game for about an hour or two then I go to town on coding.

I have been really depressed as of late and it is all due to money. Money has got me down. Down with house repairs, down with bills, down with a lot of things money related.

I have been thinking about it carefully and I am going to have to just suck it up and get my shit paid off when I can. I need to not spend money. I am in panic mode so that shouldn't be a problem. I hate being in panic mode, but I am panicked.

Things of worry:
13K loan
14K loan
14K lease (buy out amount)
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All add up to 500+ dollars per month in bills

I am only accumulating about a grand per month in savings which fucking blows. My living costs are going up significantly due to Obamacare.

I need to offload my loans somehow to get back some of that monthly...

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