Fitness

I am at my wits end about trying to keep in shape and be healthy. I signed up for LA Fitness this morning to encourage myself to go to the goddamn gym. I have to get into it and the buddy system is a good way to do it.

I just don't feel that it is fair that my body reacts the way it does, I am eating very well, I lost 26 lbf due to a change in diet, but still my chemistries are all out of whack. I fucking hate working out and I especially don't like some of the people I run into at the gym (I'm sure we all feel that way). I just wish there was an easier way for myself to stay in shape.

What makes me even more gloomy is seeing people work out and do everything they do on a daily, then still get diagnosed with cancer or something equally as ominous. That is life's greatest irony, you do all the right things and still get fucked over.

Like I have said before, the human body is incredibly stupid. For those of you that are god fearing, don't you think he could have done a slightly better job? Wow, what a crappy job he did, it gets sick, it can die easily, it is affected by emotion all too easily, the environment attacks it too much and too easily. My allergies are flared up right now and I think it is a little ridiculous that my body is suffocating itself. Great job.

Life sucks, more for people in Japan right now, but still my trivialities matter to me because I am uncomfortable.