I am a little deflated today. Nothing better than your own mother saying mean or stupid shit to you to get you in a poor mood. I am not going into the specifics of it, but my mother sure likes to start shit when she really has no reason to. It is very disrespectful, but hell parents don't seem to care if they offend their adult children. I mean it only builds resentment and hairline triggers right?
Anyhow... lots of wedding stuff going on, almost at the finish line too. I'm glad things have finally been set into motion and it is all jiving and moving along. I can see this year almost being finished and over with. I will be going on an excellent vacation too at the end of the year after the wedding. Everything, naturally, costs money. I don't even want to begin to think about how much I have spent already - it is sickening. I don't recommend doing any of this unless you have at least 20K to pull out of your ass and then more for things you didn't expect. Plain and simple this shit is expensive. Remember, it is only for one day, for the same stupid price you can get a down payment on a house easily - so weigh your options.
I would have liked to have paid off one of my student loans by now, especially since all this money that just seems to be flowing from my anus is flowing so freely and unnaturally. So like I said... I will be happy as soon as this year is through and over with.
On to other news. I am still working on getting my app published, it is taking effort, a lot of extra effort... Omg publishing an app is no small feat... like people make it sound easy, it is anything but. Next project is going to be a hardware project. The project after that another software project, then after that a book project I have DYING to work on. I think I can make all of these things happen, they will happen, but slowly and in order. Meanwhile I will be working on paying down my loans, slowly, but I will pay those fucking things down and I am determined to get them out of my fucking life in the next 2 years. I want to be student debt free by December 2014. I am not.. well you will be hearing about it, because I will bitch all the way there.
The only exception to my deadline is I need permanent residence right now badly. I hate my stupid Landlord, the stupid heifer is completely irresponsible and does not deserve this property we are renting from her. I hate irresponsible home owners, it is one thing to be conned, it is another thing to just be a jack ass who doesn't understand the gravity of the situation, but thinks they can have their cake and eat it too. Stupid bitch won't willingly pay for her fucking property's repairs! We have to beg, all I get back is, "Oh I can't pay for this." well fuck you, no one told you to buy something you can't afford you dumb bitch. So we are going to see if we can buy it from her, but I am not holding my breath, she is very very stubborn.
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