Monday, March 18, 2013

Worry

I want a house for one reason and one reason alone. I want a place to settle, I want to live in my house and expand my projects, I want to pay it off completely and live rent free. I want this horrible sale to settle, I am tired of the hassle and I am tired of the greed. This whole experience has been pretty fucking terrible.

Unfortunately this whole experience got a lot worse too, I am currently engaging in some activity that I don't care for. The whole thing is unnecessary and shitty. The sellers are greedy and I am taking a huge risk with this one, bigger than last time. I really hope this second appraisal actually just fucking appraises finally. I am tired of negotiations, I don't want to hear from these people ever again.

I am trying to think of the future and I am trying to be positive. It sure is hard though after getting screwed so many times. Anyhow, I am looking to not move ever again, I am more worried about my retirement than anything else. Kids are an afterthought for me at this point. I don't think I want any, I want my goddamn free time and money.

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