Lost

I feel quite lost at the moment. It just kind of sprang up out of no where. I was fine for a while then I started getting depressed. Probably because I was working very hard the last three weeks. Working 9am-12am and later for three weeks.

I am trying to reevaluate what I want right now.
I want to build things right now I am in a builders mood. I think I will fix up my backyard as much as I can without breaking the bank. I'm focused on some of the smaller things. Right now I am anxious about a few things. My wife isn't bringing in a great income because of the job she has right now so I am all butterflies over it. I think I will be better when that is sorted out.

Aside from that, now that my student loans are paid off in full I am looking at what to do next. I want to tackle large house projects but I am not sure how yet. I refuse to run lean savings because it is stupid and unsafe. I want to get certain house projects done and then I will just hoard my money for retirement and emergencies.

I want to do the following:
Pay off car loan after lease is up
Fix roof
Get gutters
Fix kitchen
Fix backyard
Fix front yard
Fix various small items inside the house

I am worried about obsessing over making payments for things, so I will try to take it in stride.

I need to focus more on tinkering and doing things with my time and money that make me happy.

I'm just anxious right now. I don't have any other reason to be unhappy.