Running Ragged

I need a break soon. I have been busting my ass lately time wise, I am becoming very tired with all of the back and forth. I am glad that I have gotten myself organized and my new work place worked to my advantage, but I need a break.

I seriously need a month off, a full 4 weeks.

The first week I would just relax. I would do nothing and I would just game, watch movies and shows, eat, sleep and fuck.

The second week I would try to get some real work done with my personal projects. I have two projects I give a shit about and I want to see them through to the end.

The third and fourth weeks would be more of the same of the second week, but I would try to relax when I could.

I am making very good pay right now, but I never realized how high taxes are at my pay grade. The taxes take a huge dent out of your savings and spending ability. It sucks, but I am a strong believer in giving back, especially when you can.

My only goals are to become rich and to live comfortably in retirement. If I can only achieve one, it is to live comfortably in retirement.

I have two incredible investment options right now, one is through my work place. It is a hedge fund after all and the returns they are seeing per year are massive! These guys know how to hedge their bets big time. The only problem is it will take 10K minimum for me to get started.

The next incredible investment is something I will be more vague about. Let's just say it is a loan business where you can't lose. You make a loan and if they don't pay you keep the asset they were trying to pay for anyhow. It really is a win win for the investor. I would get a monthly check which I could keep or reinvest. Same problem though, it would be about 10K.

I just need to make and save enough money to do both because I think both are worth while. If I win the lottery, which is a pipe dream, I will take a huge chunk of the winnings and invest it with this hedge fund. Fuck it, I need to do what is good for me, so if I contradicted myself now, this is me saying, yes, yes I did.

I have adopted the attitude that if I want live comfortably, I can try my best to strike it rich, but I need to take it easy too. I have been working too hard for the last 10 years. Since I got out of high school, I went straight to college, I went every semester including summer sessions then I got a job. It has been non stop movement since senior year of high school.

So fuck you people who had mom and dad pay for their schooling. Then when they graduated they took a year off before getting a job to go visit fucking peru or some shit for a year. Fuck y'all. I am saying that because I am jealous - wish I could have been that person.